Thursday, August 19, 2010

August 19th, 2010

Today.... has been interesting.

I have a few friends who live hours away and I went to see them today. My friend has a Transer Student living with her, and we quickly became friends.

But we had to leave early, only being able to be with my closest friends for an hour. Two hours on the road and I get to see them for an hour.... Wow.

My sister and I (who've been fighting viciously since our parent's separation), went with our grandparents and on our way BACK home, the little bi*ch kept punching me IN THE HEAD.

..... T_T

Let's Explain This Blog.

Hello to all of my net readers who have strayed from the farthest corner of wherever.
This blog is to basically rant about my life, how horrible it is and what I want to change.

Yeah....

So anyway if you havn't left yet (or are still reading and think I'm bat-gone crazy),
I'll explain this blog a little bit more.

About a year ago today my parents told me and my sister that they where going to be separating. You honestly would have never noticed that they weren't getting along.
And I was distraught.
It's every child's worst nightmare that I knew was coming.

Don't really ask me why, basically I've always had a strong sense for wrong and what will be.

I can still remember that day, honestly.
My mum and Dad sat on the couch and said; "Hey girls, we need to talk to you".
Dread filled my heart and you can imagine what came next.
Crying, hugging.
I didn't want to hug. I wanted to cry and scream and hit things.

That... was sort of when my heart went bitter.

I started swearing, my gardes went absolutely sour, I got a wicked attitude, and other things I'm not happy about.

So, if you know how I'm feeling; have sibling problems, depression, anger issues, allergic to everything you love... Trust me, you'll get a mouthful of everything in this blog.

Over and Out,
Zou.